Tuesday, June 26, 2007
I'm g...
I'm going to fail my org exam in the AM. It's been difficult to focus on anything recently. I find it impossible to sit and focus on studying. I really could have used a break this summer from classes... For the first time in a long time, I don't give a fuck about my grades. I stopped going to class too. My sister was just told they found a cancer growth on her bone. It sounds bad, very bad. She's worried about me...imagine that...she says it was so hard for us to lose our mother to cancer and now i'll be alone if she were to die of cancer. how morbid..first i don't want her thinking of dying...and i don't want her worried about me...she should be..i don't know what she should be doing. I'm scared for her and scared for me. I'm trying to be positive but it's not easy when you have already have a history with seeing ppl you love just fade away in front of your eyes. things are not good with e..actually pretty lousy right now...and then there is another dimension, unresolved, something that i don't want to write about now...I feel exhausted and I've been getting enough sleep. I think my iron must be low or i'm under too much stress. Well on a happier note, G is ...gonna have to finich later...phone call
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i just read this and my heart almost sank in the pit of my stomach...no time for skepticism and doubt. be the person i know you to be. be the person who's strength will guide her and who's courage will fuel her will to fight.i am here. talk. gossip. dine. drink to merriment. how about it?
my prayers are with you and your family. i lost my mother to cancer also, and the feeling of being able to nothing about it, destroyed me. and try not to worry about class, there will always be a Next semester to redeem yourself. *hug*
hey tracy its raji hope thinks get better
raj, my dear raj...HOW ARE YOU!!! I posted in your journal earlier and added you as a friend...STOP SULKING SO MUCH! Where are those pics from Elena's party? Of course Annie never forwarded them...do you still have them? ANNIE: Where are the pics?
thanks for the hug...i needed it...things are better now...i feel like things may work out...or whatever comes along i'll have enough in reserve to pull from. When I lost my mom, I knew that I had been stripped emotionally of something and that I would never grieve and feel so empty ever again...and while thats a big loss, it also is a security when other obstacles and fears come around.
i luv you girl!
love you too.
hahaa....touche, touche.thats probably because I DONT HAVE THEM. ;)call me soon. we need to have lunch again!!!!!!!i want updates on the situation....and i have a few stories to relay.
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