360 degrees

Ah...my state of mind is so much better. It's so amazing to me just how complex life can be and how your emotions can bring you full cycle...this is why people and their behavior is so fucking fascinating to me...I love the full throttle feeling of being on the edge and then jumping. This will make sense to noone right now...but I have been doing a lot of standing on the edge and way to much jumping recently. I rediscovered passion, felt incredibly humbled, nearly lost my sanity, questioned my entire belief system, and still managed to go to organic lab in the past two weeks. I have many updates on my sister, my husband, my ex, my children, and school...but it will have to wait for more time for me to get all the thoughts and details down ...probably later in the week...I'm thrilled to have survived the past two weeks and while I feel exhausted, I also feel euphoric because again I have learned a very valuable lesson on the path to self discovery and I kinda like who I am right now, madness included.