roller coaster

what an insane, i mean insane!, last few days. I have felt a whirlwind of emotions. i can't think straight, i can't eat, i can't anyhting...i'm exhilarated and exhausted and just so blown away from the events of the last few days...my stomach is in knots..it makes me feel queezy and giddy and nervous and anxiuos and for me being this so completely off kilter is past abnormal it just doesn't happen to me, yet i am GONE...I'm not sure when I'll be able to write about this last few days in detail...but I had to capture these emotions before i forget to later...