saw stealth this w...

saw stealth this weekend...cmon Jamie..you need to be the lead man now...after Ray you can't go getting yourself killed mid-way through the movie..you supposed to be top dogg now..oscar and all...how often you see Will Smith or Denzel take roles where the computer is the leading man and they get killed 1/2 way through...cmon Jamie...think big things bro, big things...lemme give Jamie his props though- nice, nice abs and arms! so, all was relatively peaceful this weekend...loved the cosmos and low cal beers (ha) shared with my pimptress girlfriend over gossip. (Annie: I'm not feelin you yelling out the window as you drive away some psychoanalysis shit about why we had unfaithful playing in the background...you had no witty comments the last time I was playing Scarface...soon you'll want me wearing a scarlet A...I am innocent until proven guilty and I plead the 5th...Does Johnny Cochran have a son?)I think its so cute when my girlfriends talk about first and second base..damn i'm old cause I can't remember who's on first...thats like a foreign language to me. oh..gotta run...

Lab countdown

have org chem lab in a minute and i'm dreading going...i hate chem labs! I always think i'm gonna be the first to set the bldg on fire...and they have the nerve to tell you the shit we workin with is toxic, corrosive, flammable, etc and then want you to feel comfortable handling it..especially when the person next to you is breaking and spilling shit all over the place...urrrggghhhh....good thing i got fire safety training so I know how to use an extinguisher (ha)- that would be the fun part of starting a fire. I could jump on the lab table and spray everything down like a superhero or somethin...alright just trippin...off I go...pls let me not drop, break, set fire to, or anything bizarre like that today...hope to see hustle and flow at the drive in tonite...we'll see...usually don't get to see much of the movie at the drive in...all in a good nites work...lol

yes yes..the g...

yes yes..the genetics exam was a piece of cake..i love classes over the summer when the professors bend all the rules and just make shit easy on everyone. I was done in like 20 minutes so I laughed myself out the door and straight to the mall. I need jeans! I can't seem to find a pair i like...usually jeans are just jeans for me, but i actually want a pair that I like and that make me feel good...must be all these songs artists are writing about jeans now...i want the john legend cd..i heard it was good...mmm...i've been spending a fortune recently..all kinds of shit for shy for school. oh well...i cant believe the summer is flying by...i want it to stand still for a minute so I can soak everything up. I'm excited about teaching again. I miss the classroom. I know how hectic everything will be and I'm not looking forward to that drama just yet. When am I going to fit a vacation in here? and where's the $$$ gonna come from??? hmmm

Boring Hair

Today I'm going to join all the boring people with dk brown hair. The last few months I put my hair through hell, so it's time to leave it alone (no more blonde) and to join the masses of people with boring hair colors...ah well...i have a genetics exam tonite which i haven't studied for yet..its at 5pm and every day for the last week i've been postponing studying thinking in my head that there's still time. I am so incredibly lazy over the summer with school. If I can somehow squeeze a B out of Org Chem II and A in lab and Gentics I'll have to get down on my knees and thank the good Lord. I haven't had a B in 2 years but there's always room for one or two on the transcript, right? I found a school for G to go to. Its really nice and like $24 a day...I can afford that for 2-3 days a week and he's going to love being around other kids...I'm not sure how i'll reach equilibrium within my heart considering all the craziness I've been going through as of late, but i feel ready to get off of the roller coaster and to find stable ground for a while...the thrill ride must come to an end, right? well, its refreshing to be posting again...i've not been writing or been making some entries private, but its nice to vent and record shit.

Did i s...

Did i say 3...boy the experiences are all flooding in now...well someone better comment on something bfr i write anything else...

SPILL IT!

tell me about a passionate experience and what and how it made you feel...it sounds so cliche (and friggin unreal) to say you felt the earth move, or the heavens opened up, or some romance novel shit like that. well, here I is jus reminisin' and there are 3 clearly unique, mind blowing, will never forget every last detail experiences that I can honestly say rocked my mfin world. (and shaped all my fuck/love making experiences since...)there was a certain somebody..passsionate in every stretch of the imagination that always made my heart race with a simple touch just about anywhere.. places you wouldn't even think were sensitive he could make so erotic. anways i have fond memories of him like remembering when he tried teaching me to drive stick (manual) at 3am in the morning in his sports car when i snuck out of the house. he would sneak in and i would have to bite a pillow to keep the noise down bcs he would drive me insane...okay the wierd part is that we never had intercourse..i was young..a virgin (if you don't count oral sex) and he was an oral sex fanatic..uh well, he liked um tasting me...there. Am I really writing about this? Anyways, he was amazing at kissing and licking and he could just build moments until you exploded. this is memorable because i was still so innocent and feeling and wanting things i hadn't felt or experienced before. i remember we got in some fight outside and i was yelling and cursing and trying to get into a major argument and he was remaining calm and cool which was getting me even more pissed and I was punching him and screaming and he kept walking away from me...well we got near the door and he turned and looked at me and told me to get my ass inside and then when I was walking (stomping rather)inside he picked me up to straddle him and threw my back against the wall and well my heart was racing from the shouting and then him throwin me around a little, he wripped my shirt off and wow.. there begins me liking things a little rough and frantic...mmmm memories...the other 2 experiences will have to wait for another time...no longer the virgin and all...somebody better post something in here about a moment before i get pissed and ban the lj all together.