Boring Hair

Today I'm going to join all the boring people with dk brown hair. The last few months I put my hair through hell, so it's time to leave it alone (no more blonde) and to join the masses of people with boring hair colors...ah well...i have a genetics exam tonite which i haven't studied for yet..its at 5pm and every day for the last week i've been postponing studying thinking in my head that there's still time. I am so incredibly lazy over the summer with school. If I can somehow squeeze a B out of Org Chem II and A in lab and Gentics I'll have to get down on my knees and thank the good Lord. I haven't had a B in 2 years but there's always room for one or two on the transcript, right? I found a school for G to go to. Its really nice and like $24 a day...I can afford that for 2-3 days a week and he's going to love being around other kids...I'm not sure how i'll reach equilibrium within my heart considering all the craziness I've been going through as of late, but i feel ready to get off of the roller coaster and to find stable ground for a while...the thrill ride must come to an end, right? well, its refreshing to be posting again...i've not been writing or been making some entries private, but its nice to vent and record shit.